I prefer to be Whole than to be Good

dillight @ 2006-11-07T22:01:00

2006-11-08T02:01:00Z

http://crimsublimeproject.wordpress.com/

Evolution...

2006-10-21T09:28:50Z

I was really quite impressed by this. It is worth checking out I swear.

I started to surf the website of Dove and frankly, tears came to my eyes, my throat got all stucked. There is a company that is actively trying to help people self esteem. Wow... Why I got all chocked up because of that? cause I get strangers regularly yelling at me from cars that I am fat and ugly.

Guerilla Marketing (First post of Pulse Dream Ezine)

2006-10-15T00:44:30Z

Sometime people have quite interesting ideas to bring the public to notice their prducts. For sure there are those that have loads of money and want to make more of it, some are small and then there are humanitarians regroupments. I have found some interesting display of marketing with punch.

Ok, so let's start with one that I love. From the Prague Museum of Torture. As you can see, the usual restrictions in a museum have been, humm, adapted...

A pizza delivery place called "Papa Johns", developpped an intelligent and original way to communicate more personally with potential clients.

That one really retained my attention. Damn it's pretty straight forward

This one is for Amnesty International and was displayed in Frankfurt in 2002

And a last one for now. A delicious one I might say. Haagen-Dazs in europe launched a serie of stamps with the aroma of their ice cream... It's in the glue so when you lick it... hummmmmm.

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Note to Maude:
check my site from there http://www.crimsublime.com/pulsedream.html. My LJ is embedded in that page, but at the right towards the bottom there is gonna be the link for the Photo Album. (and yeah you saw that current post already as a test lol)

KINKY - SEX - BDSM - HEY PEOPLE!!!

2006-10-04T21:04:11Z

hey people remember HEAVEN & HELL at Neverland????
missing PRIVATE KINKY PARTIES????
well I do...
get some time off at work to recuperate the day after...
when? well, for now I am planning. I will possibly submit different dates.But I would like already to know those who are interested in it. and what is approximetely the best times. It would be in about a month. and I wish to do at least ONCE A MONTH MAYBE TWICE until july 2007, time where..well... I will be moving back to Quebec.. yep I will be leaving (but coming back occasionnaly) I dont really care that much about going in club anymore it is boring most of the time and gets expensive. But FREE WHIPPING and LOTSA PLEASURES where I am free to go as far as I please. THAT I CAN DO WITH.

I am not putting this entry as friend only because I do not have the email-contacts for all the fun kinky people around, so please pass the word around... post this on your journal, send the link whatever. tell people to come here to comment if they want in. or they can write me a email at onyxx.mehkare@gmail.com if they are too shy to leave their email adress here. (note that people that are writing to give insults and piss me off just cause this is not a friend only post will be executed after I rip their eyes out of their sockets. thanks)

dillight @ 2005-10-24T02:15:00

2005-10-24T06:15:32Z

Je cherche désespérément le titre ou même une toute petite trace de ce dessin animé où il était question d'un jeune adolescent qui, pendant qu'il était pratiquer son violon, montait sur le toit de son immeuble et gonflait sa fusée. explorant ainsi une multitude de planète. Une fois atterit, il dégonflait sa fusée pour la ranger dans son étui à violon.

insert climatic dramatic music here

2005-07-14T14:51:42Z

POM POM POM

So I had a big talk with Zentek tuesday regarding the whole home ituation, the fact that OUR project was to have a commune (a loving, peaceful, art, spirituality, growing in happiness without useless tensions). well it is still the same thing we want and have not been able to still maintain. As I had said, we had discussed with Gillis and Thorne and they were moving out but frankly, they were taking their sweet fucking time. and well, monday i was alone with thorne and he told me he might not be able to leave for a little while still, I pretty much said: "look, i don't wanna talk about it, I need to talk with Zentek before going on with that conversation" I only saw Zentek on Tuesday nite. We sat in his room wondering.

And Then, he said THE BEST SOLUTION OF ALL TIME: Move out from the "basement floading-balcony rotting, whore neighbourg yelling Cedric-ants-stairs of doom-not well isolated-landlord never comes-landlord never finish any repairs-canada post not delivering anymore because we are missing a stair" Get a place less expensive with hopefully hydro include, maybe smaller but less expensive, not smelling like dog and cigarette, not having bad energies related to us to cleanse, hopefully a landlord that knows what he is doing. Not having to wait for something to happen, not having to freak out. Just start our FREEHOLD somewhere else, start anew. Yep. Today I get all the free journals, tonite we look, I will look on the internet, and we will drink while looking up what will be good. next week visits and august first to the latest, we are GONE.

so it's settled

2005-06-09T13:13:49Z

-First of all: we are gonna go get lost in the Laurentides during my vacations. Woods, water, running naked in the wood with just bells on my ankles...

-Second crazy week: we are 6 people at home right now: Me, Thorne, Zentek, Sifu, Joe, Jarett + Bandit, Cleo and Midnight. I have my commune. But of course Jarett is not staying around ; but he will move to montreal. I guess he is testing the water a bit.

-Third: Yesterday had a supper at Maude's place. amazing time.. got full. got some alcool into me. We then all went to meet Jarett and Joe at Mt-Royal metro and went to the passport. Zentek paid the cover and I paid a Vodka shooter to all.. we danced for a while, saw a couple of known faces. missed the last metro home by 5 minutes, got fucked by the taxi driver (oh yeah 5 people in a little car was fun. jarett did not know what hand was touching him and what finger to suck on!!!! lol).

Forth: Interesting week-end ahead (i consider my week-end starts on thursday (but seem it started on wednesday this week). Training, arranging my room all nice possibly after smoking, then long bath with oils. relaxation, first consecration of the room. and possibly pictures Tomorrow night I want to start meditation at home with whoever wants to join me then move it outside in a park or just go and walk until we find an interesting spot to continue on.and maybe pictures Saturday, we go on mt st-hilaire.and maybe pictures. Sunday weapon construction morning I get my half bath'let done. Jake should come over. afternoon, guys want to fight at home I guess. so maybe that or I will go to the tam tam. And monday is D-rai/jake bday so I am treating him ;P

Yep...life is good.

My hairs use to look kinda like that. That would be what I want to have when they are long enough to get extensions again. now, I want them to be red

dillight @ 2005-05-18T10:02:00

2005-05-18T14:31:36Z

This is an annoucement to all. We have setup a Message Board that you might want to join:

Tribe Omega

Be aware that we expect respect and open mindness for those who choose to participate. Apart from that, feel free to be yourself totally but be aware that if you act in a way that we judge would be disturbing to the others growth we would advise you clearly ; you will be warned and expulsed if needed.

Thank you.

Love

Onyxx

dillight @ 2005-04-19T07:26:00

2005-04-19T11:27:12Z

I am sitting at bmy work desk so very drained that I can't keep my eyes open...

CALL TO ALL

2005-02-28T17:31:52Z

We wanna RENT a HOUSE or a COMPLETE DUPLEX for JULY 1st. (in Montreal and surroundings of course)
If any of you can help us out, that would be appreciated.

A couple of pictures

2005-02-24T16:11:07Z

Born Bad

2005-02-23T15:59:35Z

Born bad,
Born bad,
Its such a sin,
Born bad,
Its such a sin,
I guess I'm born naturally born bad.

Don't wanna be born bad,
Most fun I've never had.
You know its such a sin
I'll never be the same again.
I'm naturally born to be,
Bad as a girl can be.
You know its such a sin
I'll never be the same again.

dillight @ 2005-02-16T11:15:00

2005-02-16T16:23:06Z

the second time in half an hour that my random-internet-radio-that-i-programmed plays Insanity by Oingo Boingo. Is that a sign..?? LOL.

I feel good still, but physically we all have been really exhausted in Neverland. quite bizarre.. we run around, somewhat but it's all in our heads. I feel psycho again(I am strongly connected to Thorne so i assume that he is too). I wanna run around, if my legs would hold me, I want to project my energy in people.

I want to feel my being of energy inside someone i love (yeah that does sound strange). I am quite wondering what is happening friday night now... I need a lot of warm hugs and cuddles, sweet smiles and love today. Actually I need a summer with tam tams and some limonade/rhum type drink. RIGHT NOW !

I am still hyper but at the same time calm. My head will explode soon, again...

Little things...

2005-01-25T14:08:22Z

It is little things that make a big impact sometime...
Today is the full moon right? Well I got out of the appartment and I looked over the field as I left there, huge and bright almost blinding was the moon. But it was clear outside, just a bit of the night. My heart stopped for a second; I felt strengh filling me and beauty as well.

Don't Call my Name In Battle

2005-01-24T04:51:49Z

Don't Call my Name In Battle
It's not wise
Do not distract me when you see a new soul in these eyes
For when the war God fills that flesh I wear
I am no more your friend
I am the spirit of the Bear

Don't Call my Name In Battle
Stand Away
For I will never hear you
But another creature may
It never sees a friend but only foes
Just count the bodies lying
Where that taken body goes

Don't Call my Name In Battle
Wait the time
Until I fall and Rise Again
With eyes you know are mine
And then perhap we'll rest and talk of home
But you not be suprise to see how much I walk alone

dillight @ 2005-01-23T18:39:00

2005-01-23T23:44:05Z

JUST FEAR ME, LOVE ME, DO AS I SAY,
AND I WILL BE YOUR SLAVE.

dillight @ 2004-12-17T11:07:00

2004-12-17T16:08:03Z

Sighco seems like a fairly nice boutique online

blahhh

2004-12-07T15:43:38Z

quite a shitty day at work.quite. everyone is freaking out. this is the beggining of PMS week at work...

YOU know you WANT it

2004-11-22T17:39:12Z

D Rai and I have discussed the prospect of having another party for quite some time now.
Well, The discussion is over.

LADIES AND GENTELMEN, FREAKS, GEEKS AND WIERDOS..¸.
The Neverland Party Machine is pleased to announce, The HEAVEN AND HELL PARTY!
On SATURDAY DECEMBER 4th : 1 apartment, 2 floors, something for EVERYBODY !

Heaven:`
Good clean fun. Meet with people drink and be merry. Meet GOD in person and get it all off your chest.
Join our angels in one of the many Heavenly drinking games. or, GO straightedge. Enjoy non-alcoholic beverages if you so choose. Costumes are optional, but clothing is **mandatory** in heaven, and people are to be on their best behavior.

Hell:
This is where the 'bad people' go. The rules for hell: Safe, Sane and Consentual.
Yeah, that about does it. Costumes, clothing, and kink are totally optional.
**Naughty people only** (Voyeurs are naughty too ya know!!!).

BYOB, BLOB, BMSB (bring your own booze, bring lots of booze , bring ME some booze{just kidding, I'll have my own})

NO COVER CHARGE HERE! So SCREW the bars !!!

(If you wanna crash here you might wanna bring a blanket)

I am still, pissed, my appetite ruined , but THAT cheers me up!

2004-11-12T17:37:26Z

Ages farouches

2004-11-11T23:19:22Z

dillight @ 2004-11-07T16:54:00

2004-11-07T22:01:39Z

people are emotionnaly frelled right now, confuse and such. So, I am myself, just for a moment gonna dwell in some self pity and discouragement; I can't stand my face, i feel like a worthless empty shell, a Grotesque, useless piece of shit.

Freakynat from Halloween Show

2004-11-05T03:24:00Z

To get news, LJ style

2004-11-04T20:07:04Z

Hey everybody :

Add psycho_glycerin to your friends If you wanna have the "Neverland News Broadcast"... It is what I am now using on Personal Armageddon as a newsboard... It is not a community, it is made under a single user.

Reflexion

2004-11-01T18:33:24Z

"I existed from all eternity and, behold, I am here; and I shall exist till the end of time, for my being has no end."
-Kahlil Gibran, "Anthem of Humanity"